Yesterday i wished to die
i don't know y
but i had this stronge thought of death
wht makes ppl think tht death is a bad thing?
i just felt i'm sick of my self
i hate to feel tht i'm a weak person
i hate to feel tht i have to obay the orders without talking
have to listen and be silent for wht i hate
have to be hypocrite and say wht i don't wanna say
isn't tht weakness?
for how long is it gonna be bearable?
ان ليك عند الكلب حاجه قوله يا سيدى
nothing else i can say......
حسبنا الله و نعم الوكيل