Every new year, as the begning of jan.
we have many dreams and goals
we have many new things to plan

this year i looked deep inside me
i searched hard
to find what my goal would be

i held a pen and started to write
some words,
some thoughts,
all came in a sight
i'm done now, reading what i wrote,

then i stoped for a while and said:
"A writer!?", that's what i thought,
that's what my goal is.

as the new year started
i searched , learnt and worked hard
here i am now, as you can see
you are all reading my words

as for the next year, my goal would be
to become the best writer in the world

19/12/2006

where my first niece was born =)
a cute little missy LOJAYN.....oh God! she's adorable, it's my 1st time to c a new born child..she's our 1st grandchild.
she's really angalic and soooooooooooooooooooooo cute (yeah coz she looks like my sis lol) thank God she's well so is dina, we all went with her to the hospital.
everyone was pretty nervous, worried and happy =D, ahmed was SO SO NERVOUS, he even cried when dina entered the room (tht was so sweet).
i was so happy when i saw the child and...surprised too lol, can't believe i'm an aunt looool.
i think i'm getting old..after dina gave birth our childhood memories flashed upon my eyes....i remembered when we were kids...and everything we used to make then looked up at a pic for me , dina and yasmeen when we were young , i was so young tht i had 2 pony tails lool.
we grew up too fast...
tht's amazing...
yasmeen is going to give birth in april i guess...awwww i can't wait to see the 2nd baby :)...isA isA i'll be the best aunt ever =)

p.s: wish me luck my exams r soooo soooooon =(

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real, or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no

*I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly, placed your eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?* =)

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart, beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out, then
You will know that, you are not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly, but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer

*eyes on u , final fantasy sound track , i found it on mero's blog, and totaly loved it

i dedicate it to Mr. anonymous.... will he ever get to read it?*

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

*did anyone thought of this one day....for me i'm tht kind of ppl who loves to prove how much they love the others but tht's not for tomorrow...i just feel like the ppl i love wont know how much i really do love them.....so now i wonder...if my tomorrow never comes...will they know how much i loved them??
the song is just amazing but do these ppl exist?? or it's just a song....?? lol i'd b the luckiest person on earth if someone truly felt tht way for me =D but... i think they all vanished since 1973 loool*

Belle:There's something sweet
And almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
But now he's dear, and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before

Beast:She glanced this way
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before

Belle:New and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be?
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see

Lumiere:Well, who'd have thought?
Mrs Potts:Well, bless my soul
Cogsworth:Well, who'd have known?
Mrs Potts:Well, who indeed?
Lumiere:And who'd have guessed they'd come together on their own?
Mrs Potts:It's so peculiar. Wait and see
Lumiere and Cogsworth:We'll wait and see
All three:A few days more There may be something there that wasn't there before
Cogsworth:Perhaps there's something there
That wasn't there before

*told ya i love the movie =D ; ) *

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]Unexpectedly....
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffJust a little change
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffSmall to say the least
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBoth a little scared
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffNeither one prepared
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBeauty and the Beast
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver just the same
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver a surprise
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver as before
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver just as sure
dfdfddfdsfsdfsdfdsfdsfsdfffffffffffffffffffffffdfdsfsAs the sun will rise
dfdsfsdfsdfdfdsfdfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfTale as old as time
dsfsdfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfdsfdsTune as old as song
dsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfsdBittersweet and strange
dfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsdFinding you can change
sdfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsffdsfdLearning you were wrong
sfsdfsdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdCertain as the sun
sdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdfdfdfdsfdfdsffRising in the east
fdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfdfdsfdsfdfdffffTale as old as time
sdfdsfdsfsdfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffSong as old as rhyme
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBeauty and the Beast
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffTale as old as time
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffSong as old as rhyme
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBeauty and the Beast

*one of my fav cartoons ever =) sweet , touching and romantic ,full of emotions*

Mary-Ann and Wanda were the best of friends
All through their high school days
Both members of the 4H Club
Both active in the FFA
After graduation Mary-Ann went out lookin' for a bright new world
Wanda looked all around this town and all she found was Earl
Well it wasn't two weeks after she got married
That Wanda started gettin' abused
She put on dark glasses and long sleeved blouses
And make-up to cover a bruise
Well she finally got the nerve to file for divorce
She let the law take it from there
But Earl walked right through that restraining order
And put her in intensive care
Right away Mary-Ann flew in from Atlanta
On a red eye midnight flight
She held Wanda's hand as they worked out a plan
And it didn't take 'em long to decide
That Earl had to die!(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
Those black-eyed peas (nanana...)
They tasted all right to me, Earl
You feelin' weak (nanana...)Why don't you lay down and sleep, Earl
Ain't it dark (nanana...)
Wrapped up in that tarp, Earl?
The cops came by to bring Earl in
They searched the house high and low
Then they tipped their hats and said,"Thank you ladies if you hear from him let us know"
Well the weeks went by and
spring turned to summer
And summer faded into fall
And it turns out he was a missing person who nobody missed at all
So the girls bought some land and a roadside standOut on Highway 109
They sell Tennessee ham and strawberry jam
And they don't lose any sleep at night
'Cause Earl had to die
(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
We need a break...........
Let's go out to the lake, Earl
We'll pack a lunch (nanana...)
And stuff you in the trunk, Earl
Well is that all right? (nanana...)
Good!Let's go for a ride, Earl
Hey! (nanana...)
Oh, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Aww, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Well,hey hey hey (nanana...)


Dixie Chicks : Goodbye Earl

* hurt me and u'll be like earl lool =D *

yesterday was a very rainy one...but i walked under the rain...(ma3 eny 3andi bard we ta2reban 2ala be nazla me3aweya now ).
i love the rain so so so much....i don't know why but i feel it romantic =D (weird)
i wish it can rain everyday...rain always reminds me with good memories
also el da3wa betkon mostagaba feeh =) i love praying alot in this time...
oh! and in meditation it's totally PERFECT!
i love rain
i love rain
I LOVE RAIIIIIINNNNNN!!!!
=D
ana et3'ara2t
hatshooooooooh (elhumdolelah) =D

qoute * i love to walk under the rain...where no one can recognize my tears*

oh God =( i can't feel my hands or mind anymore , or i feel more like...when, where, who and why....
looool i think i'm nuts yes i am...so very much nuts (wht does tht mean anyways loool)
ummm , yeah i wanna sleep but no time...no time for sleeping tht's funny!!!!
since when sleeping is a waste of time??? since i entered 3rd grade =D heheh
wht else....
oh food yes food...i got tht human being can live without eating for LOADS of days =D, guess wht! i proved this theory LIVE!. ummmm but i think it caused anemia loool.
i don't know wht the hell i'm writing !!!
y am i writing!!!!!
as if i have plenty of time to do so =D
my head is hurting.....
ouch!everything is hurting!!!

i'll go now.