y do i find it so hard to say wht's bothering me? y i don't say wht makes me sad or upset..
y i don't tell ppl when i'm sad from them?
is tht weakness???
i still can't sleep
i think i'm busy thinking...
but wht am i thinking of?
tomorrow? or after?..y do i feel so confused?
i'm afraid to go and walk into my past...i'm afraid to get hurt by the present
"i was me but now she's gone "
am i fading into black?
i should get a new hair cut..makes me feel like a new born