Saturday, November 29, 2008

how would it feel like..
when u read in the news tht someone died in a terrible accident.
u remain stunned for a while..and u find ur self crying...and u go like" oh! tht girl was my friend at school'
we weren't so close friends...but we were friends enough tht i still have some memories.
y do ppl keep talking even after the person's death?, y can't we realize tht it's not us who should judge, it's God ppl!!!!! so leave the judging alone... who we are to say tht this person deserves to die and tht person doesn't!

maybe she was good..and maybe she was bad, i don't care!...all i know is tht she was a human..a girl who went to my same school..and who was in my same class for 3 yrs.

انا لله و انا اليه راجعون
و حسبى الله و نعمه الوكيل

God rest ur soul heba...i'm praying for u with my heart

Monday, November 24, 2008

My talking bothers ppl
my silence bothers ppl
tht's y i wish to vanish
y can't you b there without asking for the reasons?
y can't u answer the questions ur accusing me with?

Sunday, November 23, 2008

it feels like i'm alone in a dark room with one tiny candle that glows and glooms at the same time..can anything carries a contradict to itself?
sitting at the corner with my hands on head...i can't feel more words..that's y i don't rit.
my soul is slowly turning numb.
i'm typing this as i close my eyes....(stop).....(think).....(can't find anything else to rit abt now)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

yesterday i went to my one of my best friend's wedding, she looked awesome..the wedding was gr8...and all through the wedding my mind kept recalling our old days...
God! what such memories we days and yrs passed and we disappeared...then i found us gathering in her wedding...all grown up but with the same face and the same spirit.
it was amazing to c us all through these ages...still gathering.
I really love you so much, and wish you all the happeniess in the world.
thanks for bringing us up to such a gr8 event.

seeing the 3 of us once again....was a day to be cherished.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

we can be our worst enemies and those are the ones we can't defeat.
the conflict btween our inner selves is never seatled down...

Sunday, November 09, 2008

sometimes it's better not to talk abt wht bothers you, it might coz more might hurt someone
so u'd better b in ur own pain forever niether healed nor forgotten. maybe by days u'll get over it, it's only a matter of time.
it's not love tht can only hurt...but sometimes friendship's love can b even harder.
God! i'm still in my babling mood..

p.s: God knows how much i miss you.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Monday, November 03, 2008

now the world is a bit darker in my eyes..either it went wrong, or i'm the one who got it all wrong from the start.
now we r crumbling.....
i never thought it would hppened tht fast...or even happened this way.
i swear i tried...everything i could, but ur still drifting away and slipping my hands from yours.
you should have told me from the start
that you'll leave me with a broken heart.