Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Random thoughts-17

my feelings r really confusing me...i don't understand anything.
but i feel my life is changing..better things r coming my way isA. i feel my life has a meaning.
all these pictures inside my head....all these thoughts i want to write.
i really wanna start...i wanna b bk...isA expect my new long post by tomorrow... :) i'm excited already!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

random thoughts-17

i'm so happy coz almost all of my best friends got married , i'm soooo excited to c their little bitty kids ^^.
and as usual...ppl and mum can't stop saying "3o2balek" for 1019272639302846 zillion times.
i just believe tht my time will come one day when i'm ready. it's a life time and choices should be taken carefully.
i'm not a normal person and obviously i need a weirdo like me =).
so far no one really grabs my attention , although i know many ppl around...but so far no one really meets my freaking inner self

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Random thoughts-15

is it silly to feel tht u want to disappear for a while , just to c if there any one will miss me ?
i hate facebook
i hate msn msngr.
i'll take a big break from both...

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

When i was young

few days ago we took this song at the teaching course it's very very interesting, we all loved it...i'll leave u with the lyrics of the song...

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily,
joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,clinical, intellectual, cynical.
There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run too deepfor such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learnedI know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.
Now watch what you say or they'll be calling you a radical,
liberal, fanatical, criminal.Won't you sign up your name,
we'd like to feel you'reacceptable, respecable, presentable, a vegtable!
At night, when all the world's asleep,the questions run so deepfor such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.

the logic song by supertramp

Thursday, July 01, 2010

23 yrs ago...

23 yrs ago i came to this world, i wish i can remember my 1st days as a baby and how it felt like to open my eyes on many ppl smiling...
when i asked my mum why did they call me shams ?. she told me tht i was born with the sun rise and there was a song on the radio for farid el atrsh i guess called " shams el aseel" or something like my dad picked the name shams.
thank u dad :)
i didn't really expect to get so many happy birthday wishes. it was gr8 to see all these family and even my students, i loved the "happy birthday miss shams" ^^ i'll never express how it made me feel.
i admit being 22 was really gr8 i really loved it...i did many things.
-i joined one of the most great organizations AYB.
- there i knew many gr8 ppl i really respect and appreciate them all, so glad to call them..friends.
- i was a teacher of 19 cutie-devil kids...i'm so proud of them and i ADORE them.
-i finally joined the IG department and i think i finally found my way, although i struggled but i think i'll do gr8 isA.

i need to go to bed now.