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sometimes i ask my self...
why r school and colgs r here??
why do they make us learn?
it's not as it seems to at all...coz even education...it's one of our bigest problems here...
and the worst thing is...the we already know this.
can't we have just one thing prefectly good? coz it might be the soulition which gonna solve many things after it.
we r gonna finnish our lectuers on 25/12....start exams on 8/1 or maybe 6/1....and we have our exams day after day....
For God's sake! how is this fair!!??? i don't think tht the person who decided this a normal human being....
since the colg started and it took all of my time... i rarly go out with my friends or even best friend, i rarely sit with my family, i come home at 6 and 8 pms , sometimes i stay awake and don't sleep till colg time, my day always start at 9 am in the morning, i'm tired and tired everyday...have loads of things 2 do everyday...even at the holiday i usually go to colg or the library to do some work...
i love my colg...and adore wht i'm doing and learning and really i feel this yr is one of my best coz i feel i'm REALLY learning something...but ppl....plz mercy......plzzzzzzzz.
for those who r reading this....plz wish me luck, and plz pray for me...
thnx =)