Thursday, November 11, 2010

Random thoughts

Why do I feel that I don’t worth it? Or am I dreaming too high?, I can’t reach my sky. I feel so small in this world. Like I don’t deserve anything. It hurts to think this way.

I don’t wanna b like that. Maybe it’s just loneliness, I miss all the people who rn’t here anymore. I hide my tears and keep them till night.

I just have that big empty space that nothing fulfills. Did I exceed my own expectation or I just have my own freaking perception.

I wish to end up everything, I wish to kill these beautiful dreams, I wish I can stab my heart and stop those heart beats.

My dearest God, please help me please, I have no one else here. Totally no one else but you.

I’m waiting…


And waiting….

Give me the strength to carry on waiting.


Knee said...

Waiting will never get you what you want. Stand out and do something!!! You're everything you think you're not!

SunShine said...

ur =) although things rn't always easy as they seem

Sanaa Umm Biah said...

Be yourself, write what you feel and be true to yourself. Life is a test and even when we feel we aren't getting anywhere we are we just don't see it clearly.