Thursday, November 11, 2010

Random thoughts

Why do I feel that I don’t worth it? Or am I dreaming too high?, I can’t reach my sky. I feel so small in this world. Like I don’t deserve anything. It hurts to think this way.


I don’t wanna b like that. Maybe it’s just loneliness, I miss all the people who rn’t here anymore. I hide my tears and keep them till night.

I just have that big empty space that nothing fulfills. Did I exceed my own expectation or I just have my own freaking perception.

I wish to end up everything, I wish to kill these beautiful dreams, I wish I can stab my heart and stop those heart beats.

My dearest God, please help me please, I have no one else here. Totally no one else but you.

I’m waiting…

Waiting….

And waiting….

Give me the strength to carry on waiting.

3 comments:

Knee said...

Waiting will never get you what you want. Stand out and do something!!! You're everything you think you're not!

SunShine said...

ur =) although things rn't always easy as they seem

Sanaa Umm Biah said...

Be yourself, write what you feel and be true to yourself. Life is a test and even when we feel we aren't getting anywhere we are we just don't see it clearly.