Radom thoughts -11

Today was a very happy day :) elhamdolelah...i'm sooooo lucky to have such parents.

i can't believe i finally made a dream come true, i finally got a bike...a cute, purple, pinkish one..

i wasn't planning on buying any today, i was only going to pass by...but i saw it and was so in love with..it's like it was calling me to buy her...*yes i treat my things as pets*.

many ppl told tht i'm too old to ride a bike in the streets and some of them even made fun of me...but they never knew how much i really love the feeling of getting back to childhood, the feeling of running fast and fast till i feel as if i'm flying. and the fresh air hit my face and flirt my hair.

i'm sry to tell u ppl...but i don't give a damn abt wht u say...i don't care if i'm a gurl or a boy...if i'm old or young...

it something tht makes me extremly happy...and tht wht really matter to me...

i love u my new bike...i love you u sushi *tht's wht i called her* :)

Random thought -10

Mother's day was so quite this year, but i got my first present from one of my children in the class. it was really cute as i never got a present on mother's day...it made me think for a while..."am i ever gonna be a mother?".
actually i'm glad of my job as a teacher this year i never thought i can deal with kids who r only 3 and 4 years old.
on this mother's day, i miss my granie the most...tht angel who used to care abt me the most.
of all the ppl...i know she the most person on earth who really truly loved me and cared abt me.
i miss my dogs so much, they were the only creatures who made me trust them.
i have a great feeling of depression , i want to go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay and planning on it isA.

Random thoughts-9

U told me once tht we would reach the end, and here we are we got there so fast. Too bad we have to get old and busy.
U were so just DAMN true , I know u stopped reading my blog coz ur so "busy" but maybe if u passed by coincidently u'd know tht this post was for U.i miss u my friend.