i feel like i wanna be alone, it was a weird day actually. i woke up smiling on a very dear friend msg, although i don't feel i deserve what she said to me... i feel i hate my self to the extreme.
i wanna close my eyes and b somewhere else, i wanna sleep and never wake up.
i can't stand myself sometimes and can't even stand the world around me.
rit now i feel like crying and feel i miss some things from the past.
i need to go now, have loads of work to do but i'm glad that i had sometime to vent.