Friday, August 15, 2008

Been away for sometimes....was ill..then my grandpa passed away...it was all a matter of time.In a second i was talking to him, the other one he was gone...it's hard to c someone dead infornt of ur eyes especially when they r close to u....
i cried..
then my eyes got dry...
then i cried again...
then my eyes got dry...
then i cried...
then my eyes got dry at least...and i thought they would b dry forever...
honestly after my grandma passing away....i couldn't feel much pain like after her death...maybe coz her death was the most effective thing tht changed our life balance...and ever since it...it made a huge change..
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when it comes to people, it was pretty surprising coz not everyone as i expected was really there, esp. those who i wished to be there...
there is no reason to feel sad abt it anymore, we can't beg for feelings and mostly people appeares in hard times...if not with sympathy...with appreciating and respecting the way u feel.

i just feel sick from some ppl...

better not to start talking abt it...I'M SO DAMN SENSTIVE!

2 comments:

Ali said...

Sorry to hear your grandpa passed away. This is life. You can't have what you love most forever. It always leaves a mark changes any human being. I hope everything goes well with you, I hope to see you soon. Take Care.

SunShine said...

thnx ali =)