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y do i find it so hard to say wht's bothering me? y i don't say wht makes me sad or upset..
y i don't tell ppl when i'm sad from them?
is tht weakness???

i still can't sleep

i think i'm busy thinking...

but wht am i thinking of?

tomorrow? or after?..y do i feel so confused?

i'm afraid to go and walk into my past...i'm afraid to get hurt by the present

"i was me but now she's gone "

am i fading into black?

i should get a new hair cut..makes me feel like a new born