Every new year, as the begning of jan.
we have many dreams and goals
we have many new things to plan
this year i looked deep inside me
i searched hard
to find what my goal would be
i held a pen and started to write
some words,
some thoughts,
all came in a sight
i'm done now, reading what i wrote,
then i stoped for a while and said:
"A writer!?", that's what i thought,
that's what my goal is.
as the new year started
i searched , learnt and worked hard
here i am now, as you can see
you are all reading my words
as for the next year, my goal would be
to become the best writer in the world
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
19/12/2006
where my first niece was born =)
a cute little missy LOJAYN.....oh God! she's adorable, it's my 1st time to c a new born child..she's our 1st grandchild.
she's really angalic and soooooooooooooooooooooo cute (yeah coz she looks like my sis lol) thank God she's well so is dina, we all went with her to the hospital.
everyone was pretty nervous, worried and happy =D, ahmed was SO SO NERVOUS, he even cried when dina entered the room (tht was so sweet).
i was so happy when i saw the child and...surprised too lol, can't believe i'm an aunt looool.
i think i'm getting old..after dina gave birth our childhood memories flashed upon my eyes....i remembered when we were kids...and everything we used to make then looked up at a pic for me , dina and yasmeen when we were young , i was so young tht i had 2 pony tails lool.
we grew up too fast...
tht's amazing...
yasmeen is going to give birth in april i guess...awwww i can't wait to see the 2nd baby :)...isA isA i'll be the best aunt ever =)
p.s: wish me luck my exams r soooo soooooon =(
where my first niece was born =)
a cute little missy LOJAYN.....oh God! she's adorable, it's my 1st time to c a new born child..she's our 1st grandchild.
she's really angalic and soooooooooooooooooooooo cute (yeah coz she looks like my sis lol) thank God she's well so is dina, we all went with her to the hospital.
everyone was pretty nervous, worried and happy =D, ahmed was SO SO NERVOUS, he even cried when dina entered the room (tht was so sweet).
i was so happy when i saw the child and...surprised too lol, can't believe i'm an aunt looool.
i think i'm getting old..after dina gave birth our childhood memories flashed upon my eyes....i remembered when we were kids...and everything we used to make then looked up at a pic for me , dina and yasmeen when we were young , i was so young tht i had 2 pony tails lool.
we grew up too fast...
tht's amazing...
yasmeen is going to give birth in april i guess...awwww i can't wait to see the 2nd baby :)...isA isA i'll be the best aunt ever =)
p.s: wish me luck my exams r soooo soooooon =(
Friday, December 15, 2006
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real, or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real, or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
*I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly, placed your eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?* =)
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart, beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out, then
You will know that, you are not dreaming
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly, but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer
How you shyly, placed your eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?* =)
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart, beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you, ever know
That I had mine, on you?
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out, then
You will know that, you are not dreaming
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly, but sure?
If frown is shown, then
I will know that you are no dreamer
*eyes on u , final fantasy sound track , i found it on mero's blog, and totaly loved it
i dedicate it to Mr. anonymous.... will he ever get to read it?*
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
*did anyone thought of this one day....for me i'm tht kind of ppl who loves to prove how much they love the others but tht's not for tomorrow...i just feel like the ppl i love wont know how much i really do love them.....so now i wonder...if my tomorrow never comes...will they know how much i loved them??
the song is just amazing but do these ppl exist?? or it's just a song....?? lol i'd b the luckiest person on earth if someone truly felt tht way for me =D but... i think they all vanished since 1973 loool*
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
*did anyone thought of this one day....for me i'm tht kind of ppl who loves to prove how much they love the others but tht's not for tomorrow...i just feel like the ppl i love wont know how much i really do love them.....so now i wonder...if my tomorrow never comes...will they know how much i loved them??
the song is just amazing but do these ppl exist?? or it's just a song....?? lol i'd b the luckiest person on earth if someone truly felt tht way for me =D but... i think they all vanished since 1973 loool*
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Belle:There's something sweet
And almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
But now he's dear, and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before
Beast:She glanced this way
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before
Belle:New and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be?
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see
Lumiere:Well, who'd have thought?
Mrs Potts:Well, bless my soul
Cogsworth:Well, who'd have known?
Mrs Potts:Well, who indeed?
Lumiere:And who'd have guessed they'd come together on their own?
Mrs Potts:It's so peculiar. Wait and see
Lumiere and Cogsworth:We'll wait and see
All three:A few days more There may be something there that wasn't there before
Cogsworth:Perhaps there's something there
That wasn't there before
*told ya i love the movie =D ; ) *
And almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
But now he's dear, and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before
Beast:She glanced this way
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before
Belle:New and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be?
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see
Lumiere:Well, who'd have thought?
Mrs Potts:Well, bless my soul
Cogsworth:Well, who'd have known?
Mrs Potts:Well, who indeed?
Lumiere:And who'd have guessed they'd come together on their own?
Mrs Potts:It's so peculiar. Wait and see
Lumiere and Cogsworth:We'll wait and see
All three:A few days more There may be something there that wasn't there before
Cogsworth:Perhaps there's something there
That wasn't there before
*told ya i love the movie =D ; ) *
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]Unexpectedly....
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ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver a surprise
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ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver just as sure
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dsfsdfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfdsfdsTune as old as song
dsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfsdBittersweet and strange
dfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsdFinding you can change
sdfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsffdsfdLearning you were wrong
sfsdfsdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdCertain as the sun
sdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdfdfdfdsfdfdsffRising in the east
fdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfdfdsfdsfdfdffffTale as old as time
sdfdsfdsfsdfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffSong as old as rhyme
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*one of my fav cartoons ever =) sweet , touching and romantic ,full of emotions*
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]Unexpectedly....
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ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBoth a little scared
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffNeither one prepared
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffBeauty and the Beast
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver just the same
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver a surprise
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver as before
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffEver just as sure
dfdfddfdsfsdfsdfdsfdsfsdfffffffffffffffffffffffdfdsfsAs the sun will rise
dfdsfsdfsdfdfdsfdfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfTale as old as time
dsfsdfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfdsfdsTune as old as song
dsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfsdBittersweet and strange
dfdsfdsfdsfdsfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfsdfsdfsdfdsdFinding you can change
sdfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsffdsfdLearning you were wrong
sfsdfsdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdCertain as the sun
sdfsdfdsfdsfsdfdsfdsfdfdfdfdsfdfdsffRising in the east
fdsfsdfsdfsdfdsfsdfdsfdfdsfdsfdfdffffTale as old as time
sdfdsfdsfsdfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffSong as old as rhyme
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*one of my fav cartoons ever =) sweet , touching and romantic ,full of emotions*
Friday, December 08, 2006
Mary-Ann and Wanda were the best of friends
All through their high school days
Both members of the 4H Club
Both active in the FFA
After graduation Mary-Ann went out lookin' for a bright new world
Wanda looked all around this town and all she found was Earl
Well it wasn't two weeks after she got married
That Wanda started gettin' abused
She put on dark glasses and long sleeved blouses
And make-up to cover a bruise
Well she finally got the nerve to file for divorce
She let the law take it from there
But Earl walked right through that restraining order
And put her in intensive care
Right away Mary-Ann flew in from Atlanta
On a red eye midnight flight
She held Wanda's hand as they worked out a plan
And it didn't take 'em long to decide
That Earl had to die!(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
Those black-eyed peas (nanana...)
They tasted all right to me, Earl
You feelin' weak (nanana...)Why don't you lay down and sleep, Earl
Ain't it dark (nanana...)
Wrapped up in that tarp, Earl?
The cops came by to bring Earl in
They searched the house high and low
Then they tipped their hats and said,"Thank you ladies if you hear from him let us know"
Well the weeks went by and
spring turned to summer
And summer faded into fall
And it turns out he was a missing person who nobody missed at all
So the girls bought some land and a roadside standOut on Highway 109
They sell Tennessee ham and strawberry jam
And they don't lose any sleep at night
'Cause Earl had to die
(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
We need a break...........
Let's go out to the lake, Earl
We'll pack a lunch (nanana...)
And stuff you in the trunk, Earl
Well is that all right? (nanana...)
Good!Let's go for a ride, Earl
Hey! (nanana...)
Oh, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Aww, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Well,hey hey hey (nanana...)
Dixie Chicks : Goodbye Earl
* hurt me and u'll be like earl lool =D *
All through their high school days
Both members of the 4H Club
Both active in the FFA
After graduation Mary-Ann went out lookin' for a bright new world
Wanda looked all around this town and all she found was Earl
Well it wasn't two weeks after she got married
That Wanda started gettin' abused
She put on dark glasses and long sleeved blouses
And make-up to cover a bruise
Well she finally got the nerve to file for divorce
She let the law take it from there
But Earl walked right through that restraining order
And put her in intensive care
Right away Mary-Ann flew in from Atlanta
On a red eye midnight flight
She held Wanda's hand as they worked out a plan
And it didn't take 'em long to decide
That Earl had to die!(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
Those black-eyed peas (nanana...)
They tasted all right to me, Earl
You feelin' weak (nanana...)Why don't you lay down and sleep, Earl
Ain't it dark (nanana...)
Wrapped up in that tarp, Earl?
The cops came by to bring Earl in
They searched the house high and low
Then they tipped their hats and said,"Thank you ladies if you hear from him let us know"
Well the weeks went by and
spring turned to summer
And summer faded into fall
And it turns out he was a missing person who nobody missed at all
So the girls bought some land and a roadside standOut on Highway 109
They sell Tennessee ham and strawberry jam
And they don't lose any sleep at night
'Cause Earl had to die
(nanana...)
Goodbye Earl
We need a break...........
Let's go out to the lake, Earl
We'll pack a lunch (nanana...)
And stuff you in the trunk, Earl
Well is that all right? (nanana...)
Good!Let's go for a ride, Earl
Hey! (nanana...)
Oh, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Aww, hey hey hey! (nanana...)
Well,hey hey hey (nanana...)
Dixie Chicks : Goodbye Earl
* hurt me and u'll be like earl lool =D *
Thursday, December 07, 2006
yesterday was a very rainy one...but i walked under the rain...(ma3 eny 3andi bard we ta2reban 2ala be nazla me3aweya now ).
i love the rain so so so much....i don't know why but i feel it romantic =D (weird)
i wish it can rain everyday...rain always reminds me with good memories
also el da3wa betkon mostagaba feeh =) i love praying alot in this time...
oh! and in meditation it's totally PERFECT!
i love rain
i love rain
I LOVE RAIIIIIINNNNNN!!!!
=D
ana et3'ara2t
hatshooooooooh (elhumdolelah) =D
qoute * i love to walk under the rain...where no one can recognize my tears*
i love the rain so so so much....i don't know why but i feel it romantic =D (weird)
i wish it can rain everyday...rain always reminds me with good memories
also el da3wa betkon mostagaba feeh =) i love praying alot in this time...
oh! and in meditation it's totally PERFECT!
i love rain
i love rain
I LOVE RAIIIIIINNNNNN!!!!
=D
ana et3'ara2t
hatshooooooooh (elhumdolelah) =D
qoute * i love to walk under the rain...where no one can recognize my tears*
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
oh God =( i can't feel my hands or mind anymore , or i feel more like...when, where, who and why....
looool i think i'm nuts yes i am...so very much nuts (wht does tht mean anyways loool)
ummm , yeah i wanna sleep but no time...no time for sleeping tht's funny!!!!
since when sleeping is a waste of time??? since i entered 3rd grade =D heheh
wht else....
oh food yes food...i got tht human being can live without eating for LOADS of days =D, guess wht! i proved this theory LIVE!. ummmm but i think it caused anemia loool.
i don't know wht the hell i'm writing !!!
y am i writing!!!!!
as if i have plenty of time to do so =D
my head is hurting.....
ouch!everything is hurting!!!
i'll go now.
looool i think i'm nuts yes i am...so very much nuts (wht does tht mean anyways loool)
ummm , yeah i wanna sleep but no time...no time for sleeping tht's funny!!!!
since when sleeping is a waste of time??? since i entered 3rd grade =D heheh
wht else....
oh food yes food...i got tht human being can live without eating for LOADS of days =D, guess wht! i proved this theory LIVE!. ummmm but i think it caused anemia loool.
i don't know wht the hell i'm writing !!!
y am i writing!!!!!
as if i have plenty of time to do so =D
my head is hurting.....
ouch!everything is hurting!!!
i'll go now.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
sometimes i ask my self...
why r school and colgs r here??
why do they make us learn?
it's not as it seems to at all...coz even education...it's one of our bigest problems here...
and the worst thing is...the we already know this.
can't we have just one thing prefectly good? coz it might be the soulition which gonna solve many things after it.
we r gonna finnish our lectuers on 25/12....start exams on 8/1 or maybe 6/1....and we have our exams day after day....
For God's sake! how is this fair!!??? i don't think tht the person who decided this a normal human being....
since the colg started and it took all of my time... i rarly go out with my friends or even best friend, i rarely sit with my family, i come home at 6 and 8 pms , sometimes i stay awake and don't sleep till colg time, my day always start at 9 am in the morning, i'm tired and tired everyday...have loads of things 2 do everyday...even at the holiday i usually go to colg or the library to do some work...
i love my colg...and adore wht i'm doing and learning and really i feel this yr is one of my best coz i feel i'm REALLY learning something...but ppl....plz mercy......plzzzzzzzz.
for those who r reading this....plz wish me luck, and plz pray for me...
thnx =)
why r school and colgs r here??
why do they make us learn?
it's not as it seems to at all...coz even education...it's one of our bigest problems here...
and the worst thing is...the we already know this.
can't we have just one thing prefectly good? coz it might be the soulition which gonna solve many things after it.
we r gonna finnish our lectuers on 25/12....start exams on 8/1 or maybe 6/1....and we have our exams day after day....
For God's sake! how is this fair!!??? i don't think tht the person who decided this a normal human being....
since the colg started and it took all of my time... i rarly go out with my friends or even best friend, i rarely sit with my family, i come home at 6 and 8 pms , sometimes i stay awake and don't sleep till colg time, my day always start at 9 am in the morning, i'm tired and tired everyday...have loads of things 2 do everyday...even at the holiday i usually go to colg or the library to do some work...
i love my colg...and adore wht i'm doing and learning and really i feel this yr is one of my best coz i feel i'm REALLY learning something...but ppl....plz mercy......plzzzzzzzz.
for those who r reading this....plz wish me luck, and plz pray for me...
thnx =)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
two very different people
too scared to get along
till two hearts beat together
underneath one sun
one very special moment
can turn a destiny
and what some would say
could never change
has changed for you and me
'cause it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)
now we are one
we are two very different people
so much to overcome
so why care for one another
when there's so much to be done
cause sometimes it’s necessary just look how far we’ve come
you could say my friend that
it’s the end
or a new tale has begun
'cause it's all, it's all in the way youl ook through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)
now we are one
one moment in time
is all the time we need
just to make a difference
to make it better for you and for me
it you just believeoh yeah
just open your eyes'cause it's all, it's all in the way you
look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)now we are one
oh yeah, oh yeah
we were two
now we are one
" i love this song...and it's how i feel for today, don't know y?"
too scared to get along
till two hearts beat together
underneath one sun
one very special moment
can turn a destiny
and what some would say
could never change
has changed for you and me
'cause it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)
now we are one
we are two very different people
so much to overcome
so why care for one another
when there's so much to be done
cause sometimes it’s necessary just look how far we’ve come
you could say my friend that
it’s the end
or a new tale has begun
'cause it's all, it's all in the way youl ook through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)
now we are one
one moment in time
is all the time we need
just to make a difference
to make it better for you and for me
it you just believeoh yeah
just open your eyes'cause it's all, it's all in the way you
look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies arenot hard to overcome
it's all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
we were two (we were two)now we are one
oh yeah, oh yeah
we were two
now we are one
" i love this song...and it's how i feel for today, don't know y?"
Friday, November 10, 2006
i can't leave my hair tall...never ever...it's against the rules lol my rules.
so i had to go to the hairdresser ASAP!
when i pointed with my finger to show her the high i want ( i guess i pointed wrong or she saw it wrong).... she cut it shorter than i wanted =D so it's..... tooo short now.
but it looks really cool, i look completely diff. it the st time to cut it tht short lol.
well...it looks like meg rayan's in french kiss movie lol, yes it's THT short!
atleast i wont wear any hair clips or anything like tht, just maybe 2 little tic tocs =)
i'll get used to it soon =D
shahinaz will kill me when she sees me =D (rabena yostor)
*taking a deep breathe* now i feel better...
as i always say...i usually cut my hair when i'm in a bad mood...my new look makes me feel i'm a new person...
short hair ROCKS!
maybe it's true....as i said...my ruleZ lol.
so i had to go to the hairdresser ASAP!
when i pointed with my finger to show her the high i want ( i guess i pointed wrong or she saw it wrong).... she cut it shorter than i wanted =D so it's..... tooo short now.
but it looks really cool, i look completely diff. it the st time to cut it tht short lol.
well...it looks like meg rayan's in french kiss movie lol, yes it's THT short!
atleast i wont wear any hair clips or anything like tht, just maybe 2 little tic tocs =)
i'll get used to it soon =D
shahinaz will kill me when she sees me =D (rabena yostor)
*taking a deep breathe* now i feel better...
as i always say...i usually cut my hair when i'm in a bad mood...my new look makes me feel i'm a new person...
short hair ROCKS!
maybe it's true....as i said...my ruleZ lol.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i feel i'm a stranger here, am i a human? some times i doubt in tht
nothing is appreciated in this life...not love...not care....almost nothing
i can't trust love....don't wanna feel this word anymore
i can't feel it....
never thought tht love would break me like tht one day...just wish i can blow up , lose my memory or just shoot my self!
oh God plz help me
ur the only one i trust
i hate to be weak
plz plz plz get me out of here
(yeah y would ever someone care to read my....... )
nothing is appreciated in this life...not love...not care....almost nothing
i can't trust love....don't wanna feel this word anymore
i can't feel it....
never thought tht love would break me like tht one day...just wish i can blow up , lose my memory or just shoot my self!
oh God plz help me
ur the only one i trust
i hate to be weak
plz plz plz get me out of here
(yeah y would ever someone care to read my....... )
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
And i miss u like the desert miss the rain....
remember tht song?....
i really do miss u and when i need u i just remember the old days
it's been along time but it's out of our hands i know, and i guess ur starting to understand this too.
we both love eachothers and will always b togther no matter wht happened
come wht may....yes i say tht from my heart
i still miss u alot though i feel lonely, and i'll feel lonely even more when u r busy with ur new love, but i'm happy coz u r, seeing ur smile is like having everything lovely in the world
would u just promise me to take care of ur self? it's all wht i'm asking for .
can't tell u how happy i was to c ya last time....but needed 2 c u the the nxt coz felt like i wanted to fall in ur arms and weep so much u know why
i still need u so much i feel lost, confused , hesitated.
i know u might not read this i still didn't tell u tht i made a blog already (don't ask me y but i really don't know) maybe i don't wanna make u worried abt u
anyways as i said....plz take care plz
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Me and Myself
Every time we talk
You always start a fight
You don't want to face me
You always run and hide
Stop it---admit and say
That you are special in a way
Believe in all what you say or do
You got to believe in me !!
As I believe in you…
We can't b somebody else
We can only be me and you *my self*
That's why I'm proud
And will say this out loud
"I'm so glad to be
the one and only me" SunShine
"tht's wht i wrote for december's issue GO BUY THE MAG EVEN IF U DON'T LIKE IT! =D"
Every time we talk
You always start a fight
You don't want to face me
You always run and hide
Stop it---admit and say
That you are special in a way
Believe in all what you say or do
You got to believe in me !!
As I believe in you…
We can't b somebody else
We can only be me and you *my self*
That's why I'm proud
And will say this out loud
"I'm so glad to be
the one and only me" SunShine
"tht's wht i wrote for december's issue GO BUY THE MAG EVEN IF U DON'T LIKE IT! =D"
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Waiting for someone:
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
~ i got tht email once...i found it nice =) but is there any guy who can like tht?
so2al yatra7 nafso :p~
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
~ i got tht email once...i found it nice =) but is there any guy who can like tht?
so2al yatra7 nafso :p~
Sunday, October 22, 2006
"Awwwwwwwwwwwww my dear Shams.....You have to be the most wonderful person in the universe Shams. You are so very sweet and caring. You have an amazing personality and your very intellegent. If I was over there with you I would spend every second of my life with you because you make me so happy. I would give you all the attention you would need and I would stand up for you when you need it. I would always be there for you expecially in your time of need. You trully mean alot to me and you trully bring my life off of the ground and let me fly around. You are the most perfect person in the universe. You are a trully special person, a one of a kind. Think of this when you are sad "All the pain you go through now will turn in to happiness in ur life" Im sure you will be the happiness person in the whole world soon enough expecially if I have something to do with it. Dont ever let anybody bring you down because you will always be a princess to me. You are royalty and you will find that out later in your life. You may not be of royal blood but in my heart you are. My dear Shams you make me so happy and you only deserve the best of everything in life and in heaven.
Love Travis Mullen"
C guys i'm a princess =D lol. tht was one of my pen friends' emails from the USA he's really one gr8 guy he was so nice and kind we used to email eachothers daily and we even spent the valentine's day chatting togther (we were both singles lol) it was the 1st time for me to spend the valentine's day with someone else than my bestfriend.
i keep all his letters and emails i got one letter from him and loads of emails and e~cards =) too bad we both got busy and don't contact eachothers anymore =( maybe it's the end of our friendship , but i'm not sad coz we both left something in eachother's life which will make us remember eachothers forever :) , i'm happy coz u were once my friend Travis , maybe we wont c eachothers anymore but u r unforgettable and u mean so much to me, when i'm so sad or upset i keep reading ur emails =) i adore them.
Really miss u my friend hope ur fine and happy u deserve the best and thank u for making me happy and appreciating me tht much u r the 1st who really treated me as a princess.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
"Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I cant take the person starin back at me
Im a hazard to myself
Dont let me get me
Im my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Dont wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else"~ pink
u can call it a deep depression , y? i don't know. then who knows then?! EL 3AFRET! yeah maybe.
sometimes i wonder...y would ever someone care to read my blog??!
enough for today...i'll go hide btw my pillows for a while.
I cant take the person starin back at me
Im a hazard to myself
Dont let me get me
Im my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Dont wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else"~ pink
u can call it a deep depression , y? i don't know. then who knows then?! EL 3AFRET! yeah maybe.
sometimes i wonder...y would ever someone care to read my blog??!
enough for today...i'll go hide btw my pillows for a while.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
For the first time ever..... ANA ETSHA3LA2T FEL MINIBUS!
me and my friends wanted to go home after colg..it was 3:00pm , so it was egypt's rush crowdy hour. no taxi , no anything to ride...it was a hotty ramadan day, we kept standing till.... it was almost 4:30 pm.
God! we gotta go home!!! we were so tired after a long day starting from 7 am, so we were so sleepy , tired and everything u can imagine.
we r still standing looking for ANYTHING we can ride, as me and my friend fed up, she graped my hand and we jumped into a minibus then i realized tht i'm hanging in it with one foot on the front stair and one hand holding the door :S.
it was really nice to feel the air from everywhere :D it's like a....big window lol. but as we were in ramadan and ppl were acting to be kind and helpfull they helped me to go into the minibus and then a guy offered his seat =D.
i was so lucky tht day i even knew tht the minibus was going to a place near my home =D and tht was pretty amazing for me!! finaly i'm going home!!!
after i got home and break my fast, i thought for a while.... i felt so sorry for the ppl who have to suffer everyday in the trafic..it's really HELL!
i was so happy telling my mom abt my journey tht day =D..but...she...SCREAMED AT ME... =D bagad she paniced and asked me never ever to do tht again!! and i'd rather walk than to do tht once again =D.
i don't have to tell u wht did dad say abt it!! lol =D
egypt's trafic....i hate u :)
me and my friends wanted to go home after colg..it was 3:00pm , so it was egypt's rush crowdy hour. no taxi , no anything to ride...it was a hotty ramadan day, we kept standing till.... it was almost 4:30 pm.
God! we gotta go home!!! we were so tired after a long day starting from 7 am, so we were so sleepy , tired and everything u can imagine.
we r still standing looking for ANYTHING we can ride, as me and my friend fed up, she graped my hand and we jumped into a minibus then i realized tht i'm hanging in it with one foot on the front stair and one hand holding the door :S.
it was really nice to feel the air from everywhere :D it's like a....big window lol. but as we were in ramadan and ppl were acting to be kind and helpfull they helped me to go into the minibus and then a guy offered his seat =D.
i was so lucky tht day i even knew tht the minibus was going to a place near my home =D and tht was pretty amazing for me!! finaly i'm going home!!!
after i got home and break my fast, i thought for a while.... i felt so sorry for the ppl who have to suffer everyday in the trafic..it's really HELL!
i was so happy telling my mom abt my journey tht day =D..but...she...SCREAMED AT ME... =D bagad she paniced and asked me never ever to do tht again!! and i'd rather walk than to do tht once again =D.
i don't have to tell u wht did dad say abt it!! lol =D
egypt's trafic....i hate u :)
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