1st day at work..it's wasn't so hard...i have my own desk / laptop and even mobile..but this thing is there is nothing i feel REAL...i'm not the kind who'd site on desk..i love to move and interact with others...i'm happy coz i'm learning something new...but i know i wont last tht long too.
anyways today was...elhamdolelah...sha3'al tht's all i can say for now...

now wht's wrong with me??? i wish i could know..i kinda feel i'm out of mind, i don't even rit like before... i guess i really want to be with myself for a while. i hate the fact tht sometimes i feel tht weak..tht weak tht i can't do wht i love...
i hate tht

i feel stapped...i heard the most shocking thing in my life it hit me hard with a knife.i couldn't sleep since...
i can't stop thinking
and still dont know wht to do
i can't stop crying whenever i feel how paralised am i
i never felt so weak
never thought it would come to u....my best friend